08WONDER
I'VE NEVER CLIMBED A MOUNTAIN
I never swam in a sea
I’ve spent so many nights alone
Wondering of what could be
I’ve never dreamt of fortune
I’ve always dreamt of glee
I’ve never felt some loving
I just wondered what it could be
Tomorrow may be my last day
Right now may be my last breath
& still all I know is wonders
& wonders about knowing


09LETTER TO THE OCEAN  (PART I)
MY DEAR OCEAN,
I’m disappointed in you.
You took away many lives
& left me standing here.

Dear my lovely ocean,
You’ve left me here alone.
You’ve been my only company
You, me, and this stone.

Ocean oh dear Ocean
Why’d you leave me sad
You took away the world
Ocean I’m so mad!

Ocean my dear ocean!
I don’t want to cry!
I’ve given all I’ve got
Oh ocean don’t run dry!

Ocean you’re my only
Ocean if only you knew
Ocean you don’t exist
Ocean, I’ll miss you.

12TOO LATE
GONE ARE ALL THE TIMES,
All the times you tried to speak
All the times you tried to say
What they didn't want to hear
Now they face their faith,
Faith now empty filled with grief
Now they face their monsters
Buried in their darkest dreams
Tomorrow when they wake
When the sun blinds their wasted eyes
Tomrrow when they rise
Watch your step for they WILL fall
At their knees, they start to beg
Beg for you to say
To say all that you had to speak
But no, you simply just could not
There were no words you could say
There was nothing there to please them
Too late, those thoughts- they'd gone astray
But when the fingers point to blame them...
They look back at you; so strange
Puzzled, yes confused
They then tried to speak their say
But blinded by their rage
Those thoughts too, were chased away

10LET HIM GO
I CAN'T LET HIM GO
I can’t possibly try!
I can’t let him go
It only makes me cry.
I’ll save my tears for later
I’ll hold on one more day
I can’t let him go
I can’t even make him stay!


11DEEPEST SHADE OF BLUE
I BELIEVE THAT I'VE FINALLY SEEN THE DEEPEST SHADE OF BLUE,
It was so beautiful, sad, and full of anger too.
I believe that I have finally seen the only shade of blue…
That will forever describe the pain of the words ‘I love you’

I believe that this blue was different and unique too,
There was something in it that kept reminding me of you.
I believe that I was the only one who could see this blue,
I’m pretty sure that you’d never see it! You’d never see it too.

13CONFUSED
LEFT & RIGHT, THEY'RE CLOSING IN,
No not the walls- but yes your friends
Up and down they seem to come
Tick by tick, you come undone

All around you there are voices
All come together you cannot hear
Which is right and right is which?
Who's the good and who's the bitch?

Faces, masks, oh hell! disguises
Who are you? and what am I?
Each day, many new surprises
He was you, and she was him!

All together, they're confusing
Torn apart, are they innocent?
What to do? and Who to do it?
When did it end? Where'd it begin?

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